Saturday, August 18, 2012

My Day on Drugs

I had to have an MRI the other day, but never fear, the good doctor prescribed a lovely anti-anxiety pill for me to take in order to keep me from freaking the hell out while stuffed like a 52 year-old sausage in a vibrating, hard plastic casing.

Seriously, it was so… I can’t… Ok… wait… deep breath…

They asked me what kind of music I wanted to hear. They asked me this after telling me that it was going to be a tight fit and then they strapped me down. All I can say is, “hell yeah, happy pills” because they’d have had to use duct tape and a baseball bat if I hadn’t been drugged.

So there I was, securely Velcroed to the table while trying to decide what I wanted to listen to besides the thrumming and bumping of la machine.
“Do you have any Jethro Tull?”
“Yes!” the lovely technician said, “But it’s at home.”
“Oh. Can you go get it?”
“No,” said the unlovely technician.
“Um, Enya?”

So, Orinoco Flow sashayed through my ears while they put me in the tube. It was a tight fit and I’m very thankful for the pill, considering the tube was so close to my face, I couldn’t focus on it.

When it was all said and done, and they were pulling me back out, my arm (the one they strapped in place) got caught on the lip of the machine and I wasn’t going anywhere.
“Um, can you move a little to your right?”
“Maybe. I know I could if I was listening to Jethro Tull.”
“You planning on staying in there forever?”
“I’m moving! I’m moving!”

I finally got out and sat up. I vaguely remember being happy. The technician handed me a plastic sack.
“Here’s your bra. You can put it back on right over here.”
“Nope. I’m gonna skip that part. Probably couldn’t do it anyway. Too complicated. I’ll just take it home like this.”
“Do you want a wheelchair?”
“Naw, I’m good, but I could use some directions, because I appear to have no idea where I am at the moment.”
“That’s part of my job,” said the helpful technician as she led me away. I remember a hallway, a door and some people. Tam was there to take me home, but first we had to find our way out. Apparently, I was ready to do some exploring. Tam was not. We passed the admission desk and I remember the woman saying, “Enjoy the rest of your medication!”
I assured her I was doing exactly that. There was laughter. Tam later said she told me to enjoy the rest of my VACATION!” Whatever.

Tam said I talked to everybody, waving and having a great time. We got to the car and I asked if she wanted me to drive. She said no. She also said I was having a hard time trying to figure out how to get into the car. Evidently I had the same difficulty getting out of the car once we got home. Something about my bra caught on my shoe.

There were people at the house, but I can only believe Tam when she tells me that I was visited by all three of my children. Then there was the part where I took the bird from her cage and fell asleep. Said bird promptly took to grooming me, walking all over me, picking at my ears, my hair, my shirt, squawking in my ear. Tam took a picture.

I don’t remember a thing.

Then my mother called while I was in a state of semi-consciousness. Something about a website “for the computer,” in case I didn’t know how the hell to get to a website. Now, I know I’m technologically impaired, and it is especially problematic when I’m drugged, but cut me some slack, woman, even stoned out of my gourd I know what a friggin’ website is and how to get to one. Sheesh.

There was another nap and a lot of slow moving. I don’t know when everybody left (although I do know Most Minor Minion took off the next day) and I have no idea what happened that evening, but I do know I survived my MRI.

And you know what? I have another pill for “just in case.” Just in case of what, I don’t know, but I guess that’s not important. Maybe I’ll use it on the day we sign our lives away for the shop.


  1. OK, I had to stop giggling just to write this. Ahhhh, big breath.

    1. What the hell did they give you?

    2. You need to go to an open MRI next time. I have had so many for my migraines that I am now a pro.

    3. Never under any circumstances open your eyes. Seriously. For realz.

    4. Don't they have Open MRI's where you live? Those are the shiznit.

    5. Enjoy that medication the next time you want to have a nice relaxing day.

  2. 1. I have no idea. Something for anxiety because small spaces make me go a little nuts.
    2. The doctor said the open ones don't give the detail she needs to see what's wrong with my shoulder.
    3. I did that only long enough to realize it was a major mistake.
    4. Yes they do, but my doctor hates me.
    5. My plans exactly.


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